i'm back!

Well, i started this blog during the last quarter of 2011 but I haven't been able to pursue it because of so many factors. But now I've decided to continue it so that I could have a place to share my everyday life. It may be boring to some people but who cares, I just want to have fun..  Till the next post.. :)

An Unplanned Miracle...

Well, about 2 1/2 weeks ago, I found out that i was pregnant... I was really shocked at first, because it was unplanned and I didn't think that I can handle that much of a responsibility yet... But when our parents supported me & my boyfriend's decision to raise the baby, I knew that we could handle that sort of thing, besides our parents are just here by our side to guide us in every step of the way... 

July 14, 2011 was a very surprising day for me, this was my first prenatal visit and it was also the day that I first heard my baby's heartbeat, I heard it very clearly & my initial reaction was... "Oh my god! I have a little person growing inside of me..." I was very happy that day because I knew that in a few months I would have someone to call my very own. Because I don't remember when exactly was my last period, we couldn't figure out what my due date is. So we decided to have an ultrasound. July 16, 2011 was the date of my first ultrasound... I was scared at first because I didn't know what to expect, but when the doctor started the procedure I was really amazed and teary eyed as she explained to me what I was seeing on the screen... I even saw my little angel moving his/her hands (maybe our little angel is waving to her mommy and daddy!). I listened intently to the doctor while she was explaining things, I was barely blinking during those times too... Simply because I don't want to miss even a single detail about my baby. Luckily the doctor said that my baby is fine and healthy. And when I asked how many months my baby was, she said that according to the biometrics my baby was already 4 months old.  I was like "What the?! I didn't even knew I was pregnant for that long already..." My boyfriend had the same reaction too.. We we're both surprised by that detail, we don't have enough savings yet... lol... But nevertheless we are still both happy with what god gave us, it's our little angel and I know that whatever happens we will always love our baby...

I had a sudden twist in my life but I have no regrets about it. I am so happy because a few months from now I will be able to see my little angel in person. I'm already excited to see my baby, and i'm sure that my boyfriend has the same feelings too.. Right now my baby is already 18 weeks and 5 days old, i'm counting the day's 'til my next prenatal check-up, I want to see & hear my baby again, maybe by that time my ob-gyne can tell us our baby's gender too!.. That's it for now, maybe next time i'll be able to post another ultrasound picture of my little angel!.

Jya Ne...